Are You Stressed?

That was the question the doctor asked me the other day. He gets all over me about not controlling my stressors. How can I control some things, though? How can I control that I am not getting any of these jobs that I apply/interview for? How can I control being so broke that I don't know how to feed my child her next meal some days? How can I control not being able to afford the medications and equipment the doc prescribes me? How can I control adding these other health issues on top of the ones I've already got? I didn't ask for this! And some days I just want to scream that at the top of my lungs. Yes, doc.. In fact, I've never been this stressed out in my entire life. I feel so useless and helpless and the more I pray about it and give it to God, the more I feel like I'm drowning. I feel so embarassed and beaten to be in this situation.

On a happier note, here is a new picture of my princess...